Th opposite of love, is not hate, but coldness.

-Im just pissed. Read on if you want. Ignore if you want. I dont care.

Our friendship distanced. I can feel.
Is it because you was too busy with your stuffs?
Or is it because i neglected you guys.
I have no idea.
Why cant life change back to the past.
When stress seems so fake.
There is so many things to worry now.
What else coming up?
I dont understand, what has it got to do with other people when we are being ourselves?
So what if we act pretty ahlian or wdv.
So what if we have loads of friend?
Does it mean that you guys have to come up and confront us.
If you aint happy w it.
Than keep it t yourselves.
You will never know, people might also think bad about you.
You may say aiyah, i dont care. Dont like dont like la. Big fuck.
But in your heart, you will still feel bad what.
THAN DONT MAKE OTHER PEOPLE FEEL TH SAME WAY LA. IDIOTS.
I know its easy to say, hard t do.
But practice makes perfect.
Oh wdv. I dont even think you get what i mean.
We used to say that life is wonderful and colourful if we put in hardwork to create our future.
Yet, it seems so impossible to me.
Th future seems so near yet so far.
In like a few years time, some of us might alr be out there working.
But i wonder.
Whats th point of making our life "colourful" when it seems so impossible.
When we are young, we study like mad.
Just to get into a good school, a good reputation.
Than when we are gonna take our national exams, we put in even more effort to study.
And get good grades from there.
After we get into th school/course we want.
We study hard to achieve for what is even better.
Than after we finished education.
Than we have t find a job.
High salary and low salary.
Does that really makes a different.?
Th only different is we dont get to buy things that we want.
But instead, we must buy things that we need to survive.
But think on th brighter side, why work so hard.
Sometimes, when we buy th things that we want.
It just seem so redundant.
Makes you happy, temporarily.
But what is permanent happiness?
How do you get it?
No, it aint money.
I thought, why are we studying so hard.
To grow up and earn more money so that we have a easier life?
Yes easier life.
But that equals to more stress.
I dont know why im typing rubbish.
But i need somewhere to let out my anger.
I cant seem anywhere.
Ikea food dont seem t help.
Neither does ice creams.
I still have so much more t whine.
Fuck it,
I dont even know what im typing.
Im just typing what i feel like typing.
GRHHH.
FUCK TH FUCKING STRESS SCHOOL LIFE, WORKING SOCIETY.
AND TH ECONOMY, CB.
Why cant things just be cheaper.
So irritating.
I somehow believe that our stressful lifes, is caused by ourselves. Not because of our actions, but because of th fierce competition in society nowadays. No idea why, but just feeling like this.
So yes, screw life.
And, if you think that this post is refering about you, than too bad. If you think it aint, than good for you. If you are worried that its you, than i also dk what t do. You have a choice to believe if its you not. I never force you.