So what.

Am i supposed to continue trusting you?
Perhaps kaiwen is right, im gullible.
But i wont give up something i have achieved after so long.
Until it is really unbearable.
If he ever did try t understand.
I think life would be much better.
Come back soon dude. I will be waiting for you.
Im super tired now.
Going to tamp later.
Boring trip will it be.
Damn.
I feel so shag and sad now.
Can I jump? :D LOL. (crazy)

Maybeishouldntfallsodeepintothetrapincaseitwasjustsomethingthatwontcometrue.