You know im jealous, you said you were afraid. But you did nothing.

Yuanying, wo hen xiang ni ah! Si jelly. Mia! D: . Meet up after your o levels alr! (: Jiayou. ♥

You lost my trust. And i lost your trust.
You make me wonder.
Are you a true friend.
You make me wonder.
Am i a good friend.
Its okay.
I guess I aint important to you.
Maybe its time that i should even leave this "fantasy world" of mine.
Maybe its time for a change.
But what kind of change.
I kept on saying i will change.
I tried, but i failed.
But who is there to help?
I dont know.
Yes, i say i hate life.
But I still face life bravely.
What about you.
Yes i know i whine alot.
But do you really get what im whining.
I whine on th surface.
But what i whine, is not what i mean.
No one understands this.
Like seriously no one.
You can say its stress.
But i can tell you. Its not.
I dont care how life is going t be.
Im going t lead my own life.
Be it happy or not.
I dont care.
If you just want t be a friend that comes and go.
Than be it.
If you want t be a friend that stays forever.
Than be it.
If you want t be a friend that stays w you for a moment, and when they have their own dreams and slowly leave you.
Than be it.
If you want t be a friend that gossip behind my back.
Than be it.
I dont care.
And i wont.
You may see me laugh and smile in school.
But remember.
My happiness that i get when i laugh and smile in school, is not permanent.
Because it wont stay forever.
; If you think you are th one, than too bad. If you think you are not th one, than good for you.
Dont ask me, cause i wont say.
If you want t assume its you, dont come and confront me, because i gave you a choice to choose.
Because if you know its definitely not you, you wont be feeling that it may be you.