Stress reduction, thank you.

I dont want to be buried under books again.

I dont want to study till i breakdown every night because i still feel fucking stupid and not know anything.

I want to be the carefree wenshi.

I want to be the happy and cheerful girl like what i always used to.

I want to go around and cheer people up again instead of people trying to cheer me up.

When will all this abcdefg stuffs come to a stop?

Geez. It seems so impossible.