When will miracle happen?

Will you ever understand, that whatever im doing, is because of you?
I lied t you that im okay, not only because i dont want you t worry.
But i really hope that you will force me t say.
Because i want t know that you really care for me.
I wanted some comforting.
But i got none.
I really feel helpless.

Maybe i should really listen t their words?
Leave?
Ohmegeeez.
Helloooo. :D
Went for tuition.
Than work.
Met Aaron t slack.
Than home. :D
Gonna order books now.
Bye. ;D