I just love being like this, because, this is me.

I dont want t pretend anymore.
Its tiring.
Pretend to be friendly, yet getting comments.
Pretend to be happy, yet getting comments.
Oh like whatever, im enough of all this shit.
Fights and troubles, are you all enough?
Dont you think its tiring?
You may say people, people may ignore.
But, no matter what, thy still will get hurt wont thy.
Even if it is 1%.
Everytime you say them once, 1% adds on to another 1% making it 2%.
Dont you think it is tiring.
To think what to say about th opposite.
And dont you think it is tired, to think about the opposite also.
I mean if you really dont care, you just want t befriend.
Ignore what has happened, but you cant because of your oppo.
That is like ... la.
Accept people la dey, this is not YOUR world.
Who dont want only their besties to exist in th world.
But think la.
What if you quarrelled with your besties.
Who is going to side you.
Who is going to listen to your troubles.
Who is going to help you when you need help.
Who is going to cheer you up.
Who is going to play with you.
Who is going to make you laugh like nobodys business.
WHO IS GOING TO BE THERE FOR YOU. THINK.
You never know.
Thy may seem like your enemy in your life. In your perspective.
BUT HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT, THY ARE TH ONES THAT ACTUALLY WANTED TO HELP YOU. WANTED TO LISTEN TO YOU.
Yes, you said look in another perspective. Idk who you are talking about.
But you dont look at th other. ONLY WHEN SOMEONE TELLS YOU. Aint it. You know you think negatively, why cant you think POSITIVELY.
If theres a possibility for you t think negatively, why not positively.
You can choose t lead your life happily or not, but you dont want t.
Not only you have family problems, but others have to.
I dont deny i say you before, but, seriously. I just want all these to end.
Whether you read this or not, i dont deny i have once not accepting you before, but think about this or not. I dont care. I just want you t know.


Oh whatever. Enough of it.
Tuition in 11. till 1.
Met kaixun and his friend, pekhan.
Than trained down to sentosa.
Tram`ed over to siloso beach, where aaron thy all are.
Played ball awhile.
Than slacked.
After that went to delifrance for aircon.
Chit chatted, than trammed down t seven eleven.
Got drinks and nachos.
Crapped arnd.
Suhiang and her friend went back.
Than tram`ed back t beach.
Than, Roderick's momma longbang me to katong. Thanks! :D
Hehehe.
Than sang awhile, headed home. :D
Ate.
Than do 3 questions of maths, cannot resist th temp of using comp.
So stopped.
Use comp. LOL. :D:D:D:D
heading t roller coaster now.
Byebye!:D