I dont even know what I am thinking.

"We are the champions, no time for losers because we are the champions. "
Well, heard this while in sx's car. (Thanks for fetching anyway)
I somehow think, you can say this t people when you win, but wont it be hurtful.
Not only th person but who you are too.
Its like, you get th moment of sastisfaction. Than continue th hatred between you guys.
I swear la. i hate all this hatred things.
Please la, i believe you all are matured enough t understand this kind of small little things.
Stop whatever you all are doing can.
If you seriously realise, it not only hurt others but you yourself too.
(Realise my english is super broken, but i dont care alrdy. )
You guys are old enough alrdy, stop all these kiddos act can.
Its irritating i swear. -.-

Back t what happened today.
Daddy's birthday.
Celebrated at seoul garden.
Spent lots of money. (100+ i suppose)
But its worth it la. :3
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY. ♥
Than.
MARINA BARAGE/BARRAGE w SBM. :D ( idk got one r or two. ._.)
Its damn fun t fly kite. LOL.
Although failures come.
I havent really flew a kite, thus i want a next time so i will really succeedddd! :D
Determined okay!
But well, fun la.
Played catching too, in th dark. (deprive childhood, its not lame-.-.)
Than cannot seeee. Wah, never realise fuzhong running t me.
Than got caught, idiot!
But its okay! :D
K said he actually collided into zy while escaping from th catchers.
I swear it was funny because thy got caught tgt. :D(cute people)
Than star gaze. ( I keep commenting on kaiwen's tummy cause its damn soft and wobbly! HAHA. Thought of using his tummy as a pillow, but did not.)
Talked w kw about th whether there are other universe and stars and stuff.
LOL.
P, thankyou! :D For kube! :D ( I actually have not talked t th manager . LOL. )
Kept th kite which is found landed infront of us that no one wants t claim.
P promised t spray my name on it th next sharing. LOLOLOL. (Must do it horh!)
Took alot of photos! (Mummy, daddy, can i take up photography lessons? )
I am actually fascinated by th photos i take. :D LOL.
Im sorry wenfeng, for th continuous pangseh today. ( I thought you started t talk t them, thus i did not pay much attention t you.)
After that, Sx fetched us home. (Thanks alot! :D )
And now, here i am, blogging. :D
:D

Goodluck for you operation, Ms wong. (:

Tags replies:
Wenfeng: Thanks! :D Pro la pro la. Goodluck for your gold star anyway! :D
Esther: Because you dk what is going on.
Chunchuan: Oh whatever.
Yingtong: Its okay. (:
Cynthia: Its different la-.- I know t you its contradicting. Go think deeper further. I think we should not make this into a blog quarrel. Settle this in school when we meet. In th sense, only those invovled. Means only th two of us. Not i scared. But i dont want t pull others in.
Yanye: Lazy ley. LOL. k la. after eoy.
Louisa: LOL! Tortise! :D Damn, I just realised we actually fascinate ourself and entertain ourselves by using tortises and fishes youknow. LOL. its not funny, but we actually cannot stop laughing. Gosh! We gone mad! LOL.

Why cant everyone's mentality be the same? *Oh whatever*

Firstly, im pissed cause quan spoiled my bibi! D: (Bibi = kube! )
I make sure if the manager of seven eleven doesnt give me a new bibi, you will pay me! LOL. jk la.
Secondly, i need to make this clear.Cynthia, its okay, dont need to put (YSKW) . Just type my name out. I rather you type my name out, than making us squeezing our brain juices trying to figure out who you refering to. I rather you tell me my mistakes. Than isolating. Isolating is like giving th person no chance. Telling is like giving a person a chance. I dont care what way you use. But all i want t let you know is, next time, in your blog, if you are refering t me, type my name. TY.

Popularity leads to jealousy. and jealousy leads to quarrels. Whats the point?

Oh so sorry! I just cant help betraying you and sabo`ing you. Thats my true colours, what can you do? * In a sarcastic HIGH PITCHED tone like a bimbo ( Im not one-.-) *
Ahahahahah! Had a fun time w xinti and Poop after BIC. Was laughing like some mad woman. ( Im not mad kay.)
Oh whatever.
Ate, than bus`ed w poop.
As i explored his kube.
Ah damn! I missed my ipod. (Its spoiled.)
So i was like
OKAY! IM GOING TO GET ONE KUBE.
And i did!
Went t seven eleven, and got a pink one.
Argh, damn bimbotic. :F
Everything is pink in colour.
IM NOT A BIMBO OKAY. MAKE IT CLEAR. (:
(Fyi, i swear kube is damn cheap. )
Yay! I am damn happy today i swear. I dont care what happened before that, but, i swear im very very happy cause i got a pink kube! (:
Rahhh`nessity. LOL.
Sian, domonically full-.-
Lucky momma did not cook.
LOL.
Okay, gonna load songs into kube.
BI BYE.:D ( Sorry but i fxcking hate bic. ) [:
I failed bio and chem and geography BUT I PASSED PHYSICS YOU KNOW! FIRST TIME! :D (Mwaha, moment of excitement. ) ^^V

Does it make any point screaming out loud like this to let your opponent listen? Im so sorry, but to me, its dumb and useless, i wont get angry. (:

Im sorry, but you guys dont understand me and you people aint me. You guys wont know why i ignore you all but you all will only think that i am afraid. But i can tell you straight in your face. IM NOT. (: [Theres a reason why this is big/ ]

Oh, insanity.
I should reply tags first.
Starting from th last one i can see. Blame those that spammed if i never reply you tags! :D

Wenfeng: Superman? LOL :D Thanks lots! (:
Amanda: Thanks.
Fuzhong: Aiyah, shutup la. LOL. before i get fangry.
Pearson: He is fuzhong. (:
Sherman: Haha, okay. (: Long since we last talked right? LOL. See you soon, and thanks. [=
Tags replied.

Ah, fuck life.
Why cant i stay in kindergarden.
Time rewind time!
Ahh! Suckers!
JUST LEAVE ME ALONE . (:
Bic tmr. (: and i dont know how t survive through. I hate bic somehow. -.-
Thanks;
-(Name that is not wished to be stated.) ; For giving me good suggestions.
-Fuzhong. For helping me. (:
-Dkhew. For willing t help.(:
-Wenquan. For making me laugh unknowingly. ( I know you dont know that i am down, kay nevermind, i have never shown it infront of you. (:)
-Kokboon. For walking me t bustop.
-Glenn Maurice. For making me laugh unknowingly too. Though irritating at times, but you two are still cute! :D Do well for your psle's alr! ;D.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY! ♥
They are celebrating downstairs now. I dont feel like going down.
Tired to the maximum. Both mentally and physically.
What if i break down one day.
What if i am gone in this world one day.
Will anyone be there to save me.
Be sad about it.
Or even bother about it?
I doubt so.
*And to some people. I post what i want to post. I dont need your comments, neither do i need you discriminations. Just shutup. Mind your own things first, settle them well. Before you comment me. You are nothing better. I have my troubles. who dont. Everyone have their limits. I know you have reached yours. I am reaching mine alrd. Dont make me angry. If not i shall make sure you get hell. And I hope you TRULY understands this. I wont care about your gossipings and stuff, because when you think of it deeply, you are nothing better.(:

I walk my life, no matter slippers, heels or shoes. But i dont need your comments.

Way to insanity.
Realised i have been lazy to reply tags.
See my mood. (:
Bye.

Im SO SORRY, but my wonderful brain dont think that your answer is the correct and reasonable answer.

On the outside, things always seem to be perfect without any flaws.
However, if you go deep into the situation, you will realise, how many hurtings, backstabbing, isolating there are.
Some things i actually thought of, idk why, but thy just appear in my mind.
If things were really that perfect. ( Ah, yeah, fat hope la dey. )
Isolatings.
Why isolate someone when you think thy have done something wrong.
Just tell them what thy have done wrongly, so for them to change for th better what. By isolating them, whats th point. Firstly, you do it t make yourself happy. Than you hurt th isolated person. By telling th isolated person what thy done wrong, at least thy have a chance to change.
Aiya, im just pissed. -.- Kay whatever.

I will never accept. Trust me. Sorry

If all th clock and watches and stuff that indicates time stops. Will anyone know what time it is?

Things starts to get uncontrallable.
Forever friends? Its seriously not easy to find. IF YOU THINK I DONT CHERISH THE FRIENDSHIP. FORGET IT OKAY-.- I apologised times and times, now its all up to you.
I get jealous, when i see all this good friends out there.
I wonder, why cant i be the same.
I have got the answer.
I tried to change, but have you all tried to accept me not.
-.- Why are friends always the problems in life.
Sick. Tired. Enough. of life.
Fuck it. Seriously. If anyone was to understand me.
Thanks t these people.
;Ron: For being there, trying t help. Espacially my mood is very down in class. Thanks for all th fun and laughter. (:
;Yuanyiin, Xinmin : For accompanying me and accepting who i am.
;Kokboon : For teaching me things that idk and accompanying me to bustop. (:
;Kenn : A very good daddy who is always not there for his nuer. (: But makes his nuer smile.
;WENFENG: One of th espacially. Thanks for always being there for me. Listening to my rants and troubles. Though you also make me listen to your rantings. But you are still one of my good friend ! (: Remember th theory of ROUND, OLD and ACT! (: R.o.A. :D
;YANYE : Also another one of th esp. Brave girl you are. (: Despite your troubles you are having, you still continued t offer me a listening ear. Thanks alot. Although i did not tell you, but that dont mean i dont trust you. But, sometimes, you just dont feel like saying it. So yea. dont think so much kay. (:


Time for tag replies:
Wenfeng: LOL. thanks.
Glenn : HELLO WELLO GLENN. ;D
Barry: What did i help out in? LOL.
Xinti: Boyf! :3
Carol : Yea lorh. When go out. wait very long alrdy ley. LOL.
Amanda: thanks.
Wenfeng: Thanks ahfeng! :D
Mastercheif: Oh, you sure? LOL. Th sky is falling mansxz!
Yingtong: Thanksthanks. (:
Javier: Wo bu hao.
Yanye: Its okay. Im not even cute. (: And thanks.
Mastercheif : No! EWWWWW. So smelly! Throws back! Hits mastercheif face! (: *laughs.*
Wenfeng: Aha. Kay thanks alot ! (: than we attitude together lorh. LOLOL.
Amanda: Thanks.
Pamela: Wahh. you alw change link one ley. kkay. relink soon. LOL.
Tags Replied:D

I have attitude problems.
Who dont have it lah?
Kay. WHATEVER. (:
This mrg, same routine.
Go school.
English lesson, chatted with w Ron and crapped.
Literature. Crapped again w Ron terence and laoda. (:
Tralalalala, Thanks jq. (:

I shall start having titles.

Damn, I should be rushing my work instead of blogging.
But im just wondering.
Who seriously understands me deeply.
I suppose many of you think you do.
But not even th closest friend, that chat with me th whole day and stuffs.
Not even my cousins.
DAMN.
Well. Its not easy.
Kay, whatever. No idea how t do home econs. Any kind soul t help?
(:

O.O

#77.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY :
-SINGAPORE.
-BRIGITTE.
-JOEL.
-DANIELKHEW.
(:
Be honoured kay.



If anyone was t be in my shoes.

(:

Oh whatever.
Im thinking again.
Gahhh.
Kay, i crave for iphone now.! $%@%@#
& How dumb of me.
There is geog test on next week.
AND I LEFT MY DUMB F BOOK IN SCHOOL-.-
Ahhh!
-.-
Pekchek ah!
Kay. Pekchek`ness shoo shoo
-.-
Facebook, Msn, Gunz, Maple, Isketch, Pets society, Restaurant City, Friends For Sale, Handphone.
Everything. Is getting boring for me.
Ahh.
Sick. Just slept. And i feel like sleeping again. D:
zzz.
Kay. Me and my nonsence`nical rantings.

Is it really so easy t put down all this hatred?
I hope so. Words are easy, but actions are hard.
But, theres still a change t be made. I really dont understand.
I want t put down all this hatred and conflicts that we all have in th past.
But when ever i think of it.
Anger just overtake them. Gahh.
I have to control my emotions alrd. Its hard though.
Thanks people who listened. (:

O.O, Thanks to:
;Pearson.
For always being there for me. Willing t listen t my rantings and stuff even when you yourself have your problems. Thanks alot. (:
;Ziling.
For always being there for me. I love you kay! A friend like you is hard t find la! Willing to scold at others when i met with problems. Stupid slang you have when you scold. Rofl kay! Even if you call me pig everyday and keep saying that im a bully. It gets annoying at times though. But still, you rock my life! x3.
;Wenquan.
For bullying me. x.x I know this sounds stupid. But still you make me laugh. (:
;Kokboon.
For willing t teach me chinese and stuff and your willingness to help me when problems came. (:

Ahhh, Damn.
Wenshi's gone for good.
Wheres is th clone?


Life sucks with fuckers like you around.


Ahh. Why must you snatch with me for whatever I have?
Friends and everything. Friends i dont care okay. But friends that listen t my problems and friends that you know through me.
I care alot ok. zzz.

Kay. fuck life.

[:

Fish you very much. (:
Yay.
Today was a nice day for wenshi. (:
Had fun today.
Anyway.
Thanks kaisheng for accompanying me.
And Kokboon for printing th vocab list. (:
TOO BAD. YOU ARE SO NOT GOING T RETURN ME ANY MONEY. (:
Kay whatever.
Thanks t people that listenened t some things. (:
Esp Daddy!
Ha, Get well soon la.
Stay strong. I dont want attend you funeral kay.
Later i cry how?
D:
Anyways, slept alot today in class.
Ultra tired.

HELLOOOO. Telling you this. Hoping you will change.
Not gonna state name, but you know who you are.
Someone with the initials C. (:
Wake up from your own sweet world. (:
You say must be sociable.
But you aint.
You say people tries to quarrel with you.
But people dont.
This is a world of everyone.
Not only yours.
Stop giving attitudes.
Like you are the best.
And stop thinking that, you studies is the best.
Hellooooo.
What century is it now.
Stop wearing your ugly tight fit shirts.
It dont suit you.
Seriously.
You say wearing tshirt makes you look fat.
But wearing tight fit, makes you even fatter.
Stop saying that you want to quit blabla, when you dont want.
And. Stop folding your shorts anymore.
When it is so super short.
It is about style.
But not in the sense of tight fit.
It just dont suit you. Sorry to say.
Stop crying in front of us.
Like we are going to kill you at anytime.
Thankyou. (:

O:

Homework! #$%@#$%%&$
Damn. Chunks of homework today.
Kay. Im last minute.
Whatever. Just came t post.
Bored.
Summary is irritating. Arghs damn.
Thanks barry for helping t explain th question t me.
Ah.
Kay. Have t improve my english.
Sent my mail t chunchuan alrd.
Afraid that he did not receive it. O:
Kay. Damn.
I realised.
Life in this world is super ironic.
Kay whatever.(:
Byebye.
Are you hinting me? Or helping me?
Ahhh. Confused. Never expect myself to be in a condition like this.

O:

Interesting, aint it?
I've found my who i want.
Im sure of it now. (:
Kay whatever.
Im doing homework now.
Just came t post and update before it dies.
Im still lazy t reply tags. AHHH.
Damn those homeworks. It sucks!
Work tomorrow.
Rush homework. Ahhh.


Tags Replies:
Fuzhong: Added. HAHA.;D oldddddddd.
Joey: Yepp. kkay. soon.
Kaisheng: kkay, thanks. :D
Ivan.ho=] : LOLOLOLOL. :D
Glenn : O: LOL. ;D
Ziling: O: , LOL. THANKS. (:
Pearson: Oh whatever! LOL. :D Stupid heroPOOP, identity REVEALED. ;D
L: You dont put link how i link you/ LOL.
Wenfeng: DOMOOOO;D LOL.
Mengkuan: Simplicity is beauty what. :D
Wenfeng: AHHFENGGGG. ;D
Regine: HELLOS TOOO.
Tags replied. :D