Short Post as my friend is posting for me. :/. Mrg, sch. bored. aft, home, classouting :D. fun.
(send you guys th photographs nxt time.) Night slack. Neutral. XD.
BYEBYE, Cont tagging. i will reply all on mond! xD

After ten years of survival, it died.

i'm wenshi's friend. Her comp was broke down. And i'm posting for her ;;
Just came back from Riverview(?) hotel. Ate japanese meal with gugu, Wenquan, Yukai.
Thanks for making my night wonderful. :D.
Was in th bus today. Rained arnd in th afternoon. Look at th window, noticed this.
water droplet and wondered. Thy are so light. Even after so long. Wind, Force, Shaking everything
it is so strong that it can actually overcome them. But its so light. And i felt for once we humans are so weak. well. IDK! :D.

Let it drip. Forever.

Let me die.

If, how many if's can there be in this world?

If i didnt heed his words. I would still be with you now.
Charlotte, thank you. (: . I love you. But i guess i dissapointed you.
Tuition, Work, Tired, Text, Tells, Answers, Cried, Slashed, Died.
Bye.

Sometimes, its those memories that will never leave us.

Stupid. i posted twice.
Anyway, i was looking back at sec 1 class video.
We really had been through alot.
Th days we used t have.
Th number of conflicts.
Th number of quarrels.
But aint that what that brings us together?
All th outings we had.
Picking up condoms at th beach.
Playing with one another.
Staying back late t slack with one another after school.
Gossip with friends about others.
Some isint good. ( Like picking up condoms. Wth. )
But thats what brought us together right./
Class chalet.
Quarrels, appeared many times.
But it succeeded in th end though we had many money problems aint it.
We had fun.
Aint it.
Class outing.
Wildwildwet.
Those days that were really so not stressful and happy.
Sorry, but i felt like th spirit of what we once used t have is gone.
D: .
When you have it, you dont cherish, when its gone, you start t regret.

Knowing that it is a trap, we still step into it.

Did badly for my papers though.
Failed science.
Bloody hell.
Time for me t stop tagging my own tagboard.
I started tagging my own tagboard because i was lazy t reply tags in post. LOL.
Laziness kills.
:D
Tags replies:
Xinti: Thanks. (:
Mengkuan: Oh? LOL.! :D
Yanye: No birthday kisses please. LOL.
Leimen: Whats with your retard calling a retard retard? LOL. and what drink? O:
Ahndrea: Hi hobo. LOL.
Wenfeng: Ahhhwind! :D
Ahwen: Haha! MIKU! :D KIUMO SUPER HANDSOME LAH.
Mendel: Thanks.
Leimen: Huh? what you mean? WHY YOU ALWAYS TAG STUPID THINGS THAT I DONT UNDERSTAND ONE. LOL.
Jiamin: Thanks precious. 5th month reaching soon. LOL.
Kaiwen: Super chill. LOL. Take a break, have a kitkat, busy man! :D
Kokhua: Thankyou! :D
Ahwen: LOL. His hair no need perm one. Perm again. Not call kiumo liao. dk call what liao. LOL.
Replied.

Baby, tell me, embrace me.

Sometimes, its just to real and you have to just accept it.

Totally insane.
One stress gone, th other come.
Th other gone, another come.
Whats your problem stress? -.-

Whatever, got results back.
Not very sastified, but i have t admit i deproved in maths but i improved alot in other subjects.
Now, stress tremendously down.
Until last lesson.
Fuck the blue paper.
Stress of th stress.
Grhh. Whatever.
Got so pissed during Physics lesson.
Eh, people go your remedial, honest t ask you minus mark guai la. let them first la.
Than those that never do well but study very hard also not guai la. Must fucking make them wait so long.
Not fun okay
I tell you, you want add mark, you fucking add.
You dont want add, SUA.
I dont need your fucking marks.
I dont even want t take YOUR subject.
Bias others say la.
So what if highest isnt us.
We aint god buddha nor allah.
Spare a thought for us lah.
You got stress, we also got stress.
Alway want students t put ourselves into others shoes.
What about you guys.
And i cry not because of results can.
Is because of your fucked up attitude la.
Fooducker.
You'll have a taste of your own medicine someday.
Bloody hell.
I can tell you, you are one of th worst of th worst.

You ask me if i love you, and i choke on my reply.

Bored to th max.
On msn now.
and clicknetwork.tv.
Kay, whatever.
Rot t th max.
I dont want school.
Bye/.

Happy 14th birthday t me! (:

Thanks t everyone that wished me. I love you guys! :D
In th mrg, went t eat with dad and mum.
Afternoon, went t Sbm.
In th evening, went t eat with wenquan and kokboon.
Took some photos.
Thanks alot.! I really appreciate th meal! And sorry, make you all spend so much.
And th cake was fabulous. Thanks! (:
In th night, went t meet Ivy,w and co. (:
Chating on msn.
Just thought since its my birthday, post post. Haha! :D
Okay, bye!
Chiobu, dont snatch baobao food la. Evil.

Changed in an immediate second.

Yah, continue, you know i cant hear you.
Too bad.
Scold all you want, i wont bother you anymore.
I'll just plug on t my earpiece, blast th music out loud.
Im not someone for you t vent your anger
You want me t understand you, put myself into your shoes, put yours into mine first.
Bloody fuck.

If you could celebrate w me. D:

I love kiumo! LOL.

So big size! D:

Coffee.;D
Xueyen. (:
Hongwei, louisa.
Zhirong. (super retarded can. he thought i want ask him help take photo. LOL.)
Zhirong again.
And zhirong again. LOL
New found friend.
Me, louisa, eugene, kokboon.
Louisam me eugene, kokboon.
Kokboon. :D

Haha. ^^ Thanks t those that wished my birthday! (:
Met stupid fishy in th mrg. Bloody hell. cab damn exp.
Than slack arnd.
Went into sch.
gave present and took photos.
Home sweet home.
Meeting at ziling in tampiness.
Haha. So yeaps.
BYE! :D

Within every thing, theres still something that brightens you up!

I look fugly can.
Louisa, mai emo la. Act yige. LOL! :D ( actually i ask her t pose one. LOL. )
Geez! Fishy!
Fishy's lil feet. Haha!
Me and fishy was like, you got th "Are you alright?'' look. LOL.
Aglio Olio! :D
Aglio olio! :D
This photo is rather contradicting, though its me, but th point aint me. ^^
Teoheng! :3 (Yiling, Ahndrea, Miku, Me, Louisa! )
Teoheng! :3 (Yiling, ahndrea, miku, me, louisa! )
Fishy! ( i ultra unglam. )
Miku! :D
Stupid gl kiumo! :D (Inside joke. )
Th focus is th bread on th colesaw, but somehow ahndrea is in th photo. (Im sorry! D:)
Super retarded fishy! :D


Haha! Thanks LOUISA, AHNDREA, YILING, MIKU! :3
Firstly.
Me and louisa was slacking in sch. Deciding where t go.
Parkway again. LOL. cause ahndrea and friends are there.
So we cabbed down parkway.
We ate swensens.
My most memorable birthday meal. :
I broke five plates man! LOL. haha! Im so sorry.
Thanks god i dont need t pay. LOL.
Chat and laughed.
Walked, headed down t teoheng. (:
Sing and sang and sing and sang and laugh.
LOL. after that, sent ahndrea t bustop, we walked back t parkway. ( like again.)
we seperated ways with eileen and her friend, i forgot her name. :X
than me and louisa walked arnd, and went t pasta mania t grab some food.
My aglio olio is ultra spicy can. LOL.
We than went t th baby place for th mother t change diaper.
Refilled water. ^^
than went t slacking placed and started camwhoring.
Had many photos. ^^. Postpost! Wait. i lazy drag down, so all will be like ontop. LOL.
Kay. :D
Bye! Love ya!

Sometimes, its just different.

I always thought you understood, because you are my parents.
But you guys dont.
Louisa and Wenfeng.
Thank you.
You guys are always there.
I love you guys. (:
Fishy, you oughta love __ for th ultra big carebear. Ha.

Im very sad, dont ask why.
I understand how you feel, but normal friends, i dont see a why not. We are just like hi bye friends. And i hate hi-bye friends.
Fuck.
Sorry, i broke my promise.
I cried again.

At international level, at national level, at indvidual level.

I should be stuDYING
Guhhh. Super irritating.
Four and Five.
Guh. I feel like dying.
Grhhh.
Fuck geography.
Geeez.
2 more days t freedom.
4 more days t birthday. Oh whatever.

Realise th time now.

Fuck prep work.
I aint suppose t be blogging.
Its 3:11 am now. Geez.
Ivan, im sorry, i broke th promise t sleep for 10 hr.


Sometimes, i thought, i really felt like cryingggg. D:
Espacially when it comes t song. (Depends.)
It just hurts alot.
Friendship and relationships.
Guh. Its just beyond our control.
Fuck it.
Im really tired of life.
Mental breakdown.
Life is really a game, most challenging game of all.
You lose, it takes a long time and effort t get back there.
You miss something, you need even more effort t get back th stuff.
Fuck. Ultra tired.
Im only having like 3hours sleep only everyday.
Cb. Screw art.
End of year is ending real soon.
Birthday is coming.
I really hope we will be together back on my birthday.
Freak. Im crying.
Super tired. Geeez.
I want t hug you, and cry my heart out.
Like really.
Fish, im so sorry, i cant cheer.
Realise my english is cui now?
Because i failed english.
Super pissed.
I really dont want NA.
But i want to.
Idk, its just so unchoosable.
Guh!
Why cant just i learn t let go.
Guhguhguhguh!
Fuck!
I dont even know what im posting.
I just feel so #$%@#$%$#@%
Just because i cant take it.
Where are you? I need you. D:

After you guys are gone, i doubt there will still be smiles on my faces.

Sad.
(Im suppose t be studying. but i slept th whole day. )
Idk what t do now.
i cannot imagine life without you guys.
Th ones that brought fun and laughter.
Th ones that accompany me home.
Th ones that helps me in my studies.
Th ones that accompany me to go out t study/ play.
Th ones that celebrate my birthday for me.
Th ones that cheer me up.
Th ones that accompany me t slack between lessons.
After you guys are gone, i doubt i will be able t wear a smiley mask anymore.
It sounded so slow yet so fast.
We may not be close.
But its alrd better than others.
After you guys are gone.
I really dk who t rely.


Nvm, life today. was great. and bad
I fucking screwed maths paper 1.
And i was trying t cheer myself up th whole reccess
I did it.
For once.
After hist paper.
Find louisa.
Went t meet Gary, Kokhua, Weibin at void deck.
Slacked w them.
Ultra hilarious.
Taptap! :D
I win weibin!
Woohoo! :D
But sorry ley. I hit your head. D:
Aft that.
Jinjie came.
Louisa go for tuition, while i headed home.
Idk what t do now.
I dont seem t be able t study.
Guh.
I need t vent my anger.
I need a shoulder t cry on.
Byebye.
Vitamins D. i need you. Badly.
Louisa. Pon school tomorrow horh! :D Todays thursday!
Promise ah. Cannot break promise horh! :D Bwahaha!
Thanks pear and fish for trying t cheer me up.
I'll try my very very best.
I want four badly.! D:
Im so pissed and down now yet i need to cheer you up. If its my fault. Yes im sorry. But i apologised!
Sorry but i just cant take it now.

I wanna hold you, till the fear in me subsides.

I have been down this few days.

Mood changes so much and fast in one day.

I was happy for once, hyper, than angry, sad, pissed, sad, neutral, angry, pissed, sad and now. IDK.
Guh. I feel so ragaragaragarahhhhh.
Thanks fish.
Im so sorry.
If i made you worried cause i suddenly cried. ( I never cried this year. )
But i was just overly angry.
And idk why. And i cant take it.
Espacially when stupid jinjie came. -.-
But nevermind.
Thanks Fish, Ziyi, Jinjie for trying t cheer me up. (:

Th angry feeling is back again.
Damn uncontrallable.
I wish i could hug you and cry my heart out.
Fxck. i dont feel normal.
Ziyi, i start t think what you said is real. Pms is just an excuse. But i get angry easily on during pms periods. No idea why, but i think i trust you.

Hopefully this helps.

This is a post, for friends. ( some. )
1.
I know everything is against you, and the feeling aint nice.
But, are you brave enough, to stand up and face it?
Are you confident enough, to accept it and solve it?
But before you solve it, are you ready enough, to solve it?
All these, are questions that many of us should answer first when we have problems i guess.
It may not work for you. But for me. Yes.
But, even if you are ready, you also have to think.
How are you going t solve it.
If you think you cant solve it yourself.
You have friends out there who is willing t help you
(:
Look for them.
I believe true friends are always there. No matter what.

2. Retard.
I know you feel that your life is miserable.
But have you thought about your friends around you? (:
Even if you dont live for them, you have t live for yourself.
Live is like a game.
Its for you t play.
There are easy stages and tough stages.
It only depends on how you play it.
It also has traps t make you lose.
You must know how t escape from them.
There are also things that may lead you t th wrong way.
If you know that in a game.
You definitely wont go that way right.
So yeap.
Have a more positive perspective! :D
You have my moral support okay
Remember you still have me no matter what. :D
3. As for those cracking your brains over studies.
Have a break. Take a kit kat. (:
You guys aint robot.
No matter how much you need t mug.
Have a break. :D
4. Those troubling over relationships.
Idk what t say. but goodluck anyway. LOL.

Lastly.
GOODLUCK FOR YOUR PAPERS ALR.
EOY: I know its a bit late. But lets take it as two paper down. Two worries gone! JIAYOU PEOPLE! <3
O/N LEVELS.: GOODLUCK OKAY! :D.

There goes the Sun.

Wheres the determination?
Wheres has wenshi gone to?


Oh damn.
Thanks louisa and kokhua.
Sorry dkhew for being a total bitch just now.
(: ):
Idk which t choose.
Kay whatever.
I know i will fail english and chinese/
My confidence gone.
Oh damn.
I feel so tired.
I dont feel like doing anymore.
I dont want t think
I dont want t study
I dont want t talk.
I dont want t move.
I wish i can just dissipate away from where i am.
And never come back.


Ok. Was supposed t study with louisa today.
I only copied one page of notes cause we were talking, complaining, gossiping and crapping. LOL.
My god la.
I cannot stop laughing.
And i felt so bimbotic.
wth.
Than we was like playing taptap half way LOL.
arnd 5, fish gtg.
So yep.
Walked t gate.
Thanks Wengyee and Zhirong for accompanying. :D
And i dont have slang okay!
Home, moodswing. Slack.

WENSHI. YOU CANNOT. YOU WONT. BECAUSE IF YOU REALLY _ _ _ _ _ , MANY PEOPLE WILL FAINT!
And louisa you tooo!
My book!
Why are all of them. GAYS.

The new start.

Another new day, a brand new me. (:

From now, im who i am.
I wont get affected by you guys and stuff.
I have my reason.
Nothing much to post today.
So shall post what happened.


Stone at home.
Met kh, i was late, sorry. ( and again. LATE. -.- )
Slack arnd iluma.
His friend came. ( G and Wb.)
Than walkwalk.
I saw a nice view! But th stupid fence block!
Cannot take.
If it was with a sunrise. How nice! :D
Kay, whatever.
I want a dslr camera as soon a possible! D:
Aft that, went t carpark.
Want t find ivy one
Than cause of somethings.
Went back t find kh.
Went t his house nearby, eat.
They keep saying i eat very slow. ._.
Slackawhile.
Home.
( Realised most of th word is slack? Because i actually slacked alot. )
And oh my dear chrystal, get well soon! :D
Texting C, YL, and KH currently.
So yeap. (:
Why is everyone oh so sad when im oh so happy.
Wierd people.
Bwaha.
Whatever.
Waking up early tmr t mug
Sister`s coming back!
Cheers! :D
Okay, whatever.
End of post.
Byebye

Added on. (:
Yongleee.
Cheer up kay.
(idk if you will read this but idc. LOL.)
I dont want a sad brother la dey
Build up your self esteem kay, your not ugly la. (:
Cheers!

Chrystal.
You should learn your lesson.
Bwaha, never eat char siew rice.
when you having sexy voice.
Haha. kay.
GET WELL SOON. (:
also, thanks for entertaning me. :D
Love ya.

Kokhua.
Thanks for all th cheerings and listenings.
Also for accompanying. :D
Haha. Wierd guy. O.O.

Glenn.
Thanks for trying t keep me entertained.
And, i want a dslr! D:
Is EOS really not good? D:



Seems like its true now.

Show your wounds.

Let others know how hurt you feel.
and you want care from them.
When can i stop thinking about having a boyf?
When i just want someone who can understand me.


Wheres Wenshi?


Hmm, idk many papers im left with.
But t make sure th positive thinking is still there,
ONE PAPER DOWN. ONE WORRY GONE! ONE BURDEN GONE! ;D
*Oh whatever*
Tired.
Feeling inferior again. Oh whatever.
Byebye.

I really dont want it to be this way.

Ziling.:
I never ask people to go your blog and spam you.
I was merely letting out my troubles t this good friend of mine.
Idk if he/she was th one who spammed.
But i want t say is. I NEVER ASK PEOPLE T SPAM.
You dont fucking think that got people spam than is me or my friend can.
And if you want t think that letting out troubles is complaining.
Than your prob.
I only letted out t 2 close friends.
Please.
You said i copied your way of posting how you scold people.
Please.
I just want you t feel. Th way it is to be felt.
Th way you posted.
Its like. WTF. i never do this kind of things at all.
If i ever did. I apologise twice. Once for denying. Once for doing it.
If you hate me, than go on.
Its not like i can change you like that.
Everytime, i wanted things t go back t normal.
You keep ignoring.
Asking me t cry
Remember th last incident when i just merely commented about you being lazy as you sticked t th comp at times thats why you got no time t study.
You said i insulted you
I apologise for that since you see it as an insult.
But you fucking angry me for weeks.
And i fucking apologised to you like more than 30 times.
You turned a deaf ear t that.
I can say nothing.
I was totally speechless.
After when we were friends, you realised we aint that close anymore.
Why?
You hated it when i go t other friends.
I hated it to.
Yet, you everytime.
Lai ** wo men zou.
Than you pangseh me behind
I fucking want you t know how i felt that period.
But i didnt.
Now, i let you know.
Also.
Think.
The problems of us not being able to reconcile.
Yes. I can say, partly its my fault.
Partly, its also your fault.
I meant it. If we both put in an effort.
I dont see a why not.
So please.
Your msn pm, a fucker is a fucker, it wont change.
Idk if you are talking about me, but. If you are, than i will tell you. Fuck you.





Getting way too pissed.
Argh, should not let it affect my paper tomorrow.
English, im worried.
Those vocabs in my mind, just dissipate into thin air.
Gosh.
Words like quandary, rectify, gamut.
Till now, th only word i can rmb is affable.
Hais. D:
Any idea why im blogging?
Haha. I should not be even online.
:D
Nvm.
Idk whats wrong w everyone nowadays.
Acting that their life is so bored to and extent that nothing can amaze/interest them.
Than go around making troubles.
Ah, whatever.
Somethings not right with me.
I hate hanging out with people now.
Argh. Cb.
Byebye./:
Chrystal:
Thanks for that lil encouragement! I love you! :D