I want your ugly, i want your disease.

QWERTYUIOPASDFGHJKLZXCVBNM.
Currently webcamming w ziling.
HER HOUSE SUPER NOISY! D;Rahh. D:
She and her cousins.
Snatching pillows.
LOL.
Tmr qgy.
Me and adeline planning t go daiso and get th geek specs and th $2 shirt.
LOL.!
._.
Super lazy post.
Hehe.
Today, went movie again.
Sherlock holmes.
W
huien, june, kaiwen, fuzhong, mabel, ernest, cheryl, yanye.
Th cinema freaking cold luh. D:
After that went t eat.
Longjohns again.
Headed down t walk at orchard.
Than go down t num.
Spent $130+ there.
Than headed down t ion.
But halfway through, saw th shop.
Got sell mans clothes.
So bought 2 sets for daddy.
Spent $50+.
Meaning i spent $200 plus inclusive of food and movie ticket today!
WTF! D;.
MY 5 DAYS SALARY.
GONE. T.T
Nevermind.
School reopen easy save money ler! ^^
Hahaha.
Reached home.
Going t watch ToGetHer after webcaming w ziling.
Super hungry now.
Waiting for my food.
Daddy havent come home yet.
WHERE ARE YOU! T.T D;.
Haha! :D
Kay, i go continue webcamming w ziling.
Sayonara!

OMFG. DFKSDJFHLAKDJFHL

QWERTYUIOPASDFGHJKLZXCVBNM,!
Jealousy kills.
I saw her blog.
Every of her blog post got your name.
And i got jealous.

Why!
Im supposed t get over you!
Oh man! D:

Suddenly, th feeling just comes back after that dream.
OMG. HOW.
Save me someone.
Kaiwen, is it really normal t feel like this?
I feel so wierd. D:

Indices.

QI XI WO LER LAHS! D;<
Apparently i got pissed off by th stupid maths question in midas.
I SAY I WANT T GO ON T TH NEXT QUESTION BUT IT KEEP MAKING ME DO TH SAME ONE.
WTF.
Fangry! D:
I need more money.
I need t get my d90.
I need t get my itouch.
AND DADDY'S GETTING ME A NEW PHONE TMR.
YAYE! WOOHOOO.
Like finally!
Wenquan, sorry lah. D: Your phone not repaired yet. Bu shi gu yi de! D:
Pass me th warranty tmr.
I bring go parkway repair for you okays. D:
Im so tired.
Mentally, physically and emotionally.
OMG.-.-
Gahhh.
I dont want school t reopen.
Because my table is still in a great great mess.
I need more space. D:
5 small drawers and 4 big box aint enough for my stuffs.
I need more more more space!
I need my space! D:

Pink hairband.

Family!

Daddy! (:



Sister! (:

Langkawi, Malaysia.
W family. :D
Im oh so tired.!
Sleeping late this few nights.
Sometimes, things are meant t happen.
And all this are th truth.
But why wont people just tell you th truth?
Wunfaang! Thankyou! ;D
Best retarded twinny i have! Hahaha! :D
Omg, im relying on m&m's t stay awake!
Like wtf, but really.
._.
Loading tao hua xiao mei.
Woohoo! :D
Like finally one week.
But schools gonna reopen. T.T
And my study table is still in a great mess!
Wth!
My stuffs getting more and more.
But everything seems t be needed! D:
& As promised i will reply tags on this post,
Tags replies:
Ps: I lazy change size la. Hahaha! :D

28 Dec 09, 02:38 AM YuanYing: *avatar

28 Dec 09, 02:38 AM YuanYing: TAOYAN ): Must link me hor! If not you'll be blueblue than big big eyes like the avadtor. HAHAHAHA, See you soon babe! ♥ R: Hahaha. I linked you. is you never find properly. Your eye Big Big still cannot find. D:

27 Dec 09, 01:23 PM Joey.T: Hiiiiiiiiiiii!~ LINK ME! R: Okay! :D

25 Dec 09, 09:09 PM PAMELA's: Hello , ,Merry Christmas R: Thanks!

25 Dec 09, 06:14 AM kaiwen: seven dollars NOT COUNTING SURCHARGE YOU **** R: WHAT! When i go down, th meter $7 ley. o.o

24 Dec 09, 11:14 AM Kaixinn-: HEYYYS~! {♥} R: Heyyy!

23 Dec 09, 11:19 PM -ZIYING: tag for you !

23 Dec 09, 11:18 PM -ZIYING: tag*

23 Dec 09, 11:18 PM -ZIYING: why kaisheng tag ziling neve rtag you ? o.O

23 Dec 09, 11:18 PM -ZIYING: taggiiess!!!

23 Dec 09, 09:26 PM JJIAMIN'S: * Oh

23 Dec 09, 09:25 PM JJIAMIN'S: Tagged , Oh you and Ziying gans O: R: Yeah, cause ziling my nuer. Than ziying ziling's mei. Aiyo all th zi's so complicated. LOL.

23 Dec 09, 01:21 AM YuanYing: WENSHI! Link meeeeeeeee <: hehehe, I really thought the fishy die HAHA! I R: Rahhh!

22 Dec 09, 10:30 PM Danqi--x3: hi R: Hello! :D Meet up soon alr!

22 Dec 09, 06:00 PM JUN.E(:: TAGGED(: R: Thanks! :D

22 Dec 09, 12:30 PM -ZIYING: taggiiiesss!!!

21 Dec 09, 06:34 PM -ZIYING: ya lor! mummy must faster come back!

19 Dec 09, 11:39 PM -ZIYING: hahas. LOL. taggiiesss!!!!

19 Dec 09, 09:48 AM -ZILING: TAGS TAGS TAGS

18 Dec 09, 11:57 PM ivan.ho=]: and you nv submit -.-ll R: Hehehehe! :X

18 Dec 09, 09:35 PM ZIYING: taggiiesss!!! R: Thanks!

18 Dec 09, 07:58 PM Xinti: TAGGED R: Thanks!

18 Dec 09, 04:30 PM passer-by: hi,tagged u're pretty R: O.O, Thanks.

18 Dec 09, 01:42 PM JJIAMIN'S: Here's a tag for you , precious love you R: Hahaha, i love you too precious! :D

18 Dec 09, 03:00 AM wenfeng: TAGGED TWIN! R: THANKS RETARDED TWIN! ;D

16 Dec 09, 10:24 PM Chaomin ,: HELLOOOOOOOO [: . Tag ! D: R: Hahaha! HELLOOOOO. [: Im not nerd hor! xD

16 Dec 09, 05:28 PM kh: tagged R: Thanks.

15 Dec 09, 08:35 PM Jordan: u did it! i forgot where i got the Q&A from... R: Wth! LOL.

15 Dec 09, 02:56 PM KAILENG'S: jieee , link me , R: Okay!

15 Dec 09, 08:26 AM -ZILING: HAHA, say you bendan ler mar ! =.= ''' TAGS

14 Dec 09, 08:35 PM ~b[E]n{D}@(N): now then i realise your blogskin same as jiejie.

14 Dec 09, 08:35 PM ~b[E]n{D}@(N): hellos. tag for you ! R: Bendan! Lol. take so long t realise.

14 Dec 09, 10:19 AM kaiwen: Pain makes you make bad decisions, FEAR of Pain Makes you make Good decisions R: True. LOL. What about super pain? LOL. JOKING!

13 Dec 09, 07:40 PM ~b[E]n{D}@(N): YOs! taggiiess ! R: Thanks! :D

13 Dec 09, 12:26 AM JJIAMIN'S: Here's a tag for you

11 Dec 09, 11:01 PM Peiqin: Heyhey! Tagged! (: R: Thanks!

11 Dec 09, 06:44 PM ~b[E]n{D}@(N): hi MISS TEO, R: You think you cute ah, ask ziling my surname just t type miss teo. LOL. WTH LA YOU. tag for you !

11 Dec 09, 01:31 AM ♥/! kaixuan: haha , passby and tag R: Thanks!

10 Dec 09, 11:42 PM ANGEL ;: Wen Shi ! , still rem me ma ? R: Of course! Why you mia from kb so long. D:

10 Dec 09, 09:01 PM -ZiYing: tag back ! R: Thanks! :D

10 Dec 09, 07:17 PM kaisheng: TAGS BEN DAN ! ;D. NEVER UPDATE, !!!!

10 Dec 09, 04:41 PM -ZILING: TAGS BEN DAN ! ;D. NEVER UPDATE, !!!! R: Ks, zl, you two ah! LOL.

10 Dec 09, 03:25 AM Jordan: anyways Tags, and i guess u will slap me for typing this. but not intentional. I press wrong key and all the thing became normal size. with the cancel

10 Dec 09, 03:24 AM Jordan: "Today I saw someone that resemble you alot in www" R: Catch no balls. Mind repeating? LOL.

10 Dec 09, 01:37 AM '/Sayyhui: Hello , still remember me?(: R: Of course! Saymin's sister! Still remember that i promised t pei you go parkway. LOL.

9 Dec 09, 11:40 PM -ZiYing: WA! tagboard tio spam ?! btw, tagssss! R: Hahaha. Your JIE mah! :D

9 Dec 09, 05:58 PM -ZILING: TAG

9 Dec 09, 05:58 PM -ZILING: TAG

9 Dec 09, 05:58 PM -ZILING: TAG

9 Dec 09, 05:58 PM -ZILING: TAG

9 Dec 09, 05:58 PM -ZILING: TAG

9 Dec 09, 05:58 PM -ZILING: TAG

9 Dec 09, 05:58 PM -ZILING: TAG

9 Dec 09, 05:58 PM -ZILING: TAG

9 Dec 09, 05:58 PM -ZILING: tags before i go , TAG TAG R: THANKS! ;D Hahaha

9 Dec 09, 05:47 PM yan ye: izzi.. he tell me he gl.. Lol.. y dey two nia?? R: Dk! LOL.

9 Dec 09, 04:14 PM EILEEEN: Hellloooo (: She's super hot lor . Hehe , she's in the finalll ! I so wanna go support her ^^ Nice blogskin too , envy R: HAHAHAHA! GO CHANGE ONE. XD. SHES MY LES MATE. DONT SNATCH. LOL.

9 Dec 09, 01:36 PM JEANNE! (:: thanks! R: Nopes! :D

9 Dec 09, 09:36 AM -ZILING: Wahlaos. T-T

9 Dec 09, 09:36 AM -ZILING: Bendan, i super sad lar, they cancel the autograph session, than still say what, nevermind still got the whatever thing at st james powerstation, than still need tickets than can go one, T-T R: Dont sad dont sad. Gei ni yi ge xiao lian. :D

9 Dec 09, 03:26 AM ivan.ho=]: haha.. my guavas!!! thanks R: I ate all 8 packets. LOL. Tags replied! Kay, im off to hi my sweetheart and momolove! Sayonara! (Yuanying, remember hor! Japanese classes tgt. LOL. )

Th little coloured circles.

CHINGU! <3
Wooooah, chingu chingu oi! chingu oi! Chingu chingu chionging all th way!
Wooooahhhhh...
We are th chiongsters!
Cep chiongsters!
We are th fighters!
Chingu fighters!
We are th winners!
Absolute winners!
Wooooahhhhh,
CHINGU!
Chingu ka ching,
Chingu ka bling,
Chingu ka ching bling ching bling SHINGZ!
:D
Didnt get t communicate much w you guys!
But still, im gonna miss you guys.
Because we still stayed tgt as a group for 4 days! :D
Hahaha!
Love ya!

Yuanying and i was talking about avatar.
And see how far our imagination went.

[c=20]JBY [c=29] YuanYing [/c] [/c] says:
My friend slept in the show.
HAHHAHAH
Wenshinyyyyyyy! (: says:
thats why i want watch
LOL.
your friend lousy lah
LOL.
[c=20]JBY [c=29] YuanYing [/c] [/c] says:
HAHHAHAA
Maybe i also sleep!
HAHAHAHA
The blue ppl v scary ley! eye so big!!!!!
Wenshinyyyyyyy! (: says:
Thats why must watch mah!
New experience.
I want watch th 3d one'
LOL.
[c=20]JBY [c=29] YuanYing [/c] [/c] says:
hahahhaha,
I Sure chua sai
HHHAHAHHAHA
Wenshinyyyyyyy! (: says:
than th next moment
if we watch at gv.
th thing t rest th hand one kena move away
than we hugging each other
LOL.
[c=20]JBY [c=29] YuanYing [/c] [/c] says:
hahahahhah!
Wenshinyyyyyyy! (: says:
Than i turn
i scream
[c=20]JBY [c=29] YuanYing [/c] [/c] says:
I'm imagining!!
Wenshinyyyyyyy! (: says:
YUANYING
WHY YOU BECOME BLUE COLOUR
LOL.
[c=20]JBY [c=29] YuanYing [/c] [/c] says:
You scream i scream, everybody scream
HAHAHAHA
Than my eyes also BIGBIG
HAHAHAHHA
Wenshinyyyyyyy! (: says:
Than later.
Everyone in th cinema change colour
than from people watch movie
become people act movie
LOL.
[c=20]JBY [c=29] YuanYing [/c] [/c] says:
Wahhhhhh
i think it will be so cool!
Can i be pink instead
>:B
HEHHEHEHE
Wenshinyyyyyyy! (: says:
No!
Must same same
LOL.
later we not racist
we colourist
than pangseh you
bwahahaha!
[c=20]JBY [c=29] YuanYing [/c] [/c] says:
HAHHAHA
Cannot!!!!!!!!
Pink colour for female
buy for male
hehehhe
Wenshinyyyyyyy! (: says:
buy for male
LOL.
[c=20]JBY [c=29] YuanYing [/c] [/c] says:
BLUE
BLUEEEEEEEE
AHHHHHH
TYPO
Wenshinyyyyyyy! (: says:
Hahahaha!
Kay
[c=20]JBY [c=29] YuanYing [/c] [/c] says:
>:
Wenshinyyyyyyy! (: says:
(:
change change~!
must (:
): must da pipi
LOL.
[c=20]JBY [c=29] YuanYing [/c] [/c] says:
Don't hit my pipi
Hit Wenshi's
HAHHAHA
Wenshinyyyyyyy! (: says:
Run too fast.
can hit
gave up
hit yuanying's instead.
Piak!
LOL.
cant*
[c=20]JBY [c=29] YuanYing [/c] [/c] says:
Yuanying FLY AWAY
Wenshinyyyyyyy! (: says:
But
Hit th wall
fail
[c=20]JBY [c=29] YuanYing [/c] [/c] says:
So hit wenshi's!
Wenshinyyyyyyy! (: says:
LOL.
[c=20]JBY [c=29] YuanYing [/c] [/c] says:
Hhahahah,
Wenshinyyyyyyy! (: says:
Why we crapping!
LOL.
i imagining luh
>< [c=20]JBY [c=29] YuanYing [/c] [/c] says: HAHAHAHHAAH. Imagine me fly HAHAHHA I go drink red bull Wenshinyyyyyyy! (: says: gives you f ake wings. LOL. [c=20]JBY [c=29] YuanYing [/c] [/c] says: Noooooooooo red bull give me STRONG AND REAL wings HAHHHHA Wenshinyyyyyyy! (: says: Hahaha! Yuanying flew off and got lost in africa. and never came back [c=20]JBY [c=29] YuanYing [/c] [/c] says: WAH Wenshinyyyyyyy! (: says: Im gonna post this on blog! Woohooo! LOL. [c=20]JBY [c=29] YuanYing [/c] [/c] says: No laaaaaaa, i flew to JAPAN Wenshinyyyyyyy! (: says: I think this is very stupi stupid LOL. [c=20]JBY [c=29] YuanYing [/c] [/c] says: Than become japanese HAHAHHAHAHA Kinda stupid. LOL. I got temptation for snacks! WTF. D: Today, Home> Plaza Sing > Orchard Ion > Taka > Katong.
:D
Actually supposed t go wildwildwet.
But changed plan cause in th end only left me fuzhong and justin.
LOL.
And
Wanling, get well soon! :D
And
Adeline, So sorry! D:

Kay, i bought all my stuffs for christmas presents.
But lazy t write cards.
No time too.
LOL.
work everyday
Gahhh.
Crazy! LOL
Kay, i will reply tags on next post!
PROMISE!
:D
Bye!
Ps: T.T my pink hair drop again! LOL.

Oh no! Its christmas!

December 24
Woke up.
Ate w family.
Run t bustop(almost die kay-.-)
Just t make it for tuition.
Cause bus running away
Than i very late liao.
ALSO NO MY FAULT LUH.
Angry cans.
Cannot take cab somemore.
Daddy say cannot. D:
Than i late for like 45 min.
zzz.
So paiseh can.
After that.
Called celeste and jordan.
Wanted t join them for chaguan.
Both never answer.
So headed down t toapayoh.
Waited for Justin, gay.
Than trained down t bishan t meet xiangzhi.
Thanks for th books yo! :D
Than headed t city square for long johns.
Otw saw kaixuan.
After eating.
Went down t justin house charge phone awhile.
Cab down t my house t put down all th books.
Than cab down t boonkeng mrt t train t dhoby ghaut.
Met th rest.
Walked around.
Thy keep spray th snow spray. D:
Than must siam. D: D:
Reached home.
Computer!
Later have t like prepare th presents than rush t do homework.
Tired.
Doubt i will have time t sleep tonight lur.
Than tmr still got work in th night.
Fangry. D:
December 23
Rot my afternoon at home.
Than went out in th night w sbm t catch movie.
Met yuanying first.
Go t daiso.
Get christmas presents.
Than met th rest. :D
Watched:
Bodyguards and assasins.
Nice. But very erxin. D:
Th guy very violent.
Keep using th stick poke th other guy till he die.
Wtf la! D:
Disgusting shit.
Than around 12 plus cab home.
Share cab w vicky, justin and kaiwen.
Paid $7. Must claim back!
Hahaha. Cause dao my house. $7 only.
LOL.
December 22
Break camp
Yuan ying came my house bath.
Still tell me my fish die. Freak me out can. Lol.
Head down sbm.
Than went down t city square t meet keith thy all ler.
Waited for xiangzhi's arrival.
Than went t eat.
Ate pepperlunch.
Cannot finish. D:
Walked around for wunfaang's present.
Headed home after getting it. :D

-
Posted! :D
Yaye. Now must help ziling.
I promise i will reply tags th next post!
Got alot of stuffs t do.
Hahaha!
MERRY CHRISTMAS! (:

CHINGU! ;D.

WOOO- OO- OH, CHINGU CHINGU OI, CHINGU OI, CHINGU CHINGU CHIONGING ALL THE WAY! ;D

Yaye. Im back from camp.

Anyone miss me out there.

Can go die.

LOL. Can message me dont want message.

Make me in camp so sian

No one pei me message

LOL. JK LA.

;D

GOHZILING KUAI DIAN HUI LAI HOR.

;D;D.

And someone just scared me telling me my house th fish die. D;.

Kay la, gonna head down sbm now.

Edit later on.

Sasasayonara! :D

;D

Update ! ;D.
Going malaysia tomorrow ler, unable to help you update anymore ler, p.s p.s !
But then, need me ask chi ying help you update ? o.0
You mind ?
Anyways, when you back, (thursday right ?) Remember help me update kays ?! ;D.
HAHA.
and and, when you start doing your homework, help me do also, if can, D:.
Cause i go malaysia no internet leyy. T-T.

O:.

TEO WEN SHI. FASTER COME BACK LAR. I VERY SIAN SIAH. I WANT FIND PEOPLE SPAM ALSO CANNOT. NOW I SERIOUSLY NEED PEOPLE TO SPAM VOTE, FOR FAHRENHEIT TO WIN, AND YOU ARE NOT AROUND. SO SAD ! T-T.

anyways, just faster come back, and take good care of yourself ley.
O:.
although i made you sick (?)
did i ? o.0
whatever, but green medicine. yeahs.
my mother also taking green medicine.
she need take 3 and you need 4.
HAHA !
im so damn bored siahs.
why 5 days 4 nights. so long.
you come back, i in malaysia alr lar. D:.

POST POST POST !

OMG, that ben dan is so gone for camp, O:<. Never tell me what time you so siahs, so bad one you ! Anyways, kuai dian hui lai lars, since i know you would be going for 5 days 4 nights right ? o.0
TAKE CARES leyy, dont fever there siahs ! O:.
and dont hate your green medicine, its good for you, ;D.

Until now, using chopsticks is still a challenge to me.

Hellosxcz. (:
Tired.
Lazy t post.
I will post once i come back from camp kays.
Byebye!

Omfg.

Jordan Seah Chee Ping.
When you see this.
CALL ME IMMEDIATELY.
I NEED MY MEMORY CAARD BACK ASAP!
OMFG. -.-

Back t life.
Yesterday didnt post.
Did i?
I forgot.
I think i didnt.
GAH.
WHATEVER.
Same routine.
Tuition, Parkway, Work.
Today wednesday. (:
I rot my day at home.
My mp3 spoiled.
Poor kube. D:
Sad ttm.
Nevermind. i am going t get an itouch!
I was sleeping.
Sorry ziling.
Make you call me at 8am and 11am.
Ite, i slept all th way till like 5pm.
Duibuqi la. D:
Get well soon okay.
Chalets tomorrow.
You bu ke yi sheng bing. D:
Get well soon lar.
I going sleep ler.
4.30 ler.
Meeting retarded twin at kallang mrt at 11 tomorrow.
Still must morning call that idiot. D:
I scared i cant wake.
LOLOL.
No mood now also.

Zaneith, sorry for all th attitude. Im not in th right mood. Wrong channel. I will text you again after i switch back th channel.

Cep, dont look forward for it.
Idk why. But i believe that its something that i will have fun. (:
And i look forward for it now!
Because me and retarded twin planned something!
Finally someone's gonna hear all me xin shi. (:

Kokhua, thanks for making me laugh la. ^^. And i never molest you hor! Bad pig! Accuse me. Hahaha. Remember t get your stupid present from me kays! :D

2010, i know its a new start. Many people is telling me that thy aint having a bad feeling about it. Me too. I tell you guys t cheer up. But i think myself. Im so sorry. I didnt tell you guys. I didnt want you guys t be worried.

Louisa, everythings gonna be okay. Be th strong fishy you always are okay! I'll kick you t thailand! :D Haha. Cheer up lahs! (: Dont think so much. (:

Sometimes i thought, why must there be such thing as hatred.
Why must people hate people.
Why cant everyone love everyone.
Why cant we be friends.
Why must we be enemies when we dont even know each other.
Omg. What am i thinking.
GAHHHH.

Wo yuan yi bu ai ni. Zhi yao ni yong yuan dou kai xin.

Blanket.

Who is willing t be my blanket? (:

Hahaha!
I made up my mind!
Im going t put down whatever is bothering me.
I swear I am.
I dont even know what im doing in th past.
I cannot believe i actually cried like so many times.
Wtf lah-.-
This aint th strong me.
Hmm, thinking about past is inevitable.
But i will overcome th sadness.
I will learn t.

GOHZILING.
SEE LA. NEVER TAKE CARE. NOW FEVER LER.
TAKE CARE HOR.
REMEMBER EAT MEDICINE.
GET WELL SOON KAYS! ♥
Dont forget.
You tomorrow still need t go jie ji.
Fahrenheit ley! So must get well soon horhorhorhor.
Sorry cannot pei you lahs.

Today, woke at 3.
Bathed. Prepared.
Bused down Katong.
Tuition`ed.
Rush down parkway meet kokhua and others. O:
Ate, went back Katong.
Work.(:
Bought magazines.
Home, watched momo love and hi my sweetheart.
Ahh! :D
I want cyndi's fringe and rainie's hair! LOL.
Hahaha. Crazy me! :D
Next epi! Faster come out!
Hahah! :D
Sian, i havent reply tags.
Lazy lahs.
Tomorrow night kays!
I promise!

Its 6am now.
And i havent sleep.
Im wondering, what if i really get insomia?
I dont want t rely on sleeping pills! D:
Some stuffs are only meant for people w my blogger account t read. :D
You know who you are. Bwaha.
Theres loads of secrets though, waiting t be revealed.
By youyouyou. (:

No one knows.
No one understands.
That kind of pain.
No one can explain.

I just finished watching momo love and hi my sweetheart, waste so many of my tears. Kns.
Kay, here t post, incase got people say i never post again
Cant wait for thursday! Chalet. (:
Kay, i gonna sleep
Its 4.05 am now.
And i got tuition and work tmr
Oh dang.
Bye. (:

Jordan pass me deh.

Q&A
[DO NOT DO TWICE]-
What Do You like more. Silence Or Noisy Atmosphere?
Silence for silence, noisy for fun and music.

Conclusion, both are th same for me. :D

Do you like sleeping??
Of course. But i dont sleep at night.
AM I RICH?
Im not. No money liao. T.T
AM I HIGH HEADED?
No idea. LOL.
Do i find myself Femine(as a man) or Manly(as a girl)?
Middle. LOL.
Have i ever been very sad or happy?
Very sad, duh. Still sad.

Happy, just because happy luh!
Where to you derive inspiration from. to please a lover?
Dont know ley. It just comes naturally i thought.

People to pass this to:; Pass to 10 excluding the person that passed to you

Zilingsxcz./ ♥

Chiying!

Carol!

Kaixun!

Kaisheng!

Daniel.

Kaiwen!

Pearson!

Yingtong!

Cynthia!

!(:

Jordan, I TOLD YOU I WILL DO IT. HAHAHA! ;D

Yaye.

Jj's chalet yesterday night.
Still deciding whether t go tonight.
Haha. Maybe not.
I left my rubber bands at wenquan house.
Oh shit!
D:
Retarded, cheer up kays.
I know how you feel.
Theres alot thing i want t tell you.
But, i know i cant.
So i tell you when its time kay. (:

Problem comes same for me to.
Oh shit.
Whats happening!
If 2012 is here, YAYE! ;D

2c, i will miss th days we had together.

Hellosxcz. (:
Im so tired.
Went www in th afternoon.
Work in th night.
Ziling, your leg faster recover! :D
Cannot wait for 17th and 26th of december! :D
Ziling, i so angry now. Wish you were online.
Lol!
Nvm.
Was working.
Than i got pissed off like apparently.
I can handle myself.
Im not like you.
-.- Adult so what.
Childrens also have their own management one can.
Nvm.
I got so angry.
Till im not angry about that problem.
im angry about sth else.
But idk what.
Its just angry.
Idk. I dont feel like myself though.
Crazy girl.
Fishy, thanks for everything.
Thanks for trying t comfort me.
Making me happy.
Even when you are busy w all your schedules.
Babe, I love you lah!
Meet up soon kay!
I cant wait t see you! :D Haha.
Charlotte, You too! :D
Felt so happy but wierd without tuition for like two days.
Seems like maths got off my mind.
UHOH. I DONT WANT T HAVE ANYMORE MISTAKES.
AND KEEP REDO-ING TH QUESTIONS.
DAMN WASTE TIME AND TIRING ONE CAN-.-
lucky im not th only one. Ziling also like that .
LOLOLOL! :D
I extended my pink hair yesterday
Like yaye. Finally.
But t grace jiejie not there ley. D:
Never help me make.
Nvm. Guess th best part.
Th freaking extension dropped out today! LOL.
Damn hilarious.
Nvm. When purple got stock, i will go make purple.
Put back pink also.
Hahaha! :D

Today, i saw someone that resembles you alot in wildwildwet.
Answers my sudden mood change if you guys realise.
I was sort of crying while going down th tube.
But im okay lah.
I just miss you alot.
Alot.
Why do you have t leave me in such a way.
Im really very sad.
Idk what i have done.
Maybe is my fault.
But aint we supposed t tell each other our right and wrongs?
Im going crazy soon without you.
Hopefully i can control. (:
Dq, I want you t know, that i love you, and i will always do.




Tags replies. (:

♥/! kaixuan: Hi ! passby and tag R: Thanks.! (: Takecare yeah.

8 Dec 09, 10:37 PM bArrY: fun*

8 Dec 09, 10:37 PM bArrY: hiies tks fer the fu =] enjoy ur BREAK! n rmb do h/w =x R: Hahaha. Thanks too. FYI, idk how t do th bloody science.LOL. sian.

8 Dec 09, 07:53 PM -ZiYing: ok. i am back ! R: Yaye! Ziying th retarded bendansxcz hui lai ler! :D Zui jin fa sheng hao duo shi uh! Go ask ziling what i mean.

8 Dec 09, 07:53 AM -ZILING: sibeh curious what you took with my camera siahs. ><>

7 Dec 09, 04:23 PM Daven: b i t c h

7 Dec 09, 04:23 PM Daven: yo *****. R: Fuck you daven. (: Gay shit. LOL.

7 Dec 09, 03:23 PM JEANNE! (:: wenshi, where you get the brown domokun shirt ar? R: Bugis. Haha. Th one at th shop quite corner one. Th shop quite dark. but idk thy still got sell not. O.O bugis street second storey.

7 Dec 09, 09:55 AM -ZILING: you never update. you ask me update, i forgot ><><>

6 Dec 09, 02:37 PM -ZILING: EW. no more errors, using brother's comp ! LOL. the sxcz slang. > < ! R: Yeahs, damn cool lahs! LOLsxcz! :D Haha. Nvm thy think is twit but we put as slang. Who cares! When thy talk t us thy know ler! :D ZILINGSXCZ!

6 Dec 09, 09:46 AM -ZILING: LOL. errors. ><>

6 Dec 09, 06:41 AM Pearlyn: Relink me. R: Relinked. (:

5 Dec 09, 08:24 PM Xinti: TAG R : Thanks. (:

5 Dec 09, 07:54 PM kaisheng: ;P BByyyyeeeee !!

5 Dec 09, 07:53 PM kaisheng: ;D HELLLOOOOO !!

5 Dec 09, 07:53 PM kaisheng:

5 Dec 09, 07:53 PM kaisheng: tag narrrrrrr!!!! R: LOL. KAISHENG AHS.! When become so xiaohaizi one. LOL. i forgot. Ni ren lao xin bu lao. LOL. Lian ye bu lao! HAHA! ;D

5 Dec 09, 07:32 AM -ZILING: HAHAHA. TAGS.

5 Dec 09, 05:12 AM zaneith: link asap !

5 Dec 09, 05:11 AM zaneith: tagged as requested (: R: Hahaha. kay. Asap! :D Tags replied! :D Th way you treat me is th way i treat you back. (: Some bitch out there. Shutup lah. Nb. We dog you what? Prostitued ah. Never spam v good liao hor. Still say we spam. Comeon lah. Have a life mansxcz. What generation liao, still spam. Want also over th phone mah-.- Lamesxcz. What if we dog than you what. Dont want be friends, dont like th person. Act until so close for what? She close w him. Than you purposely close w her so can get close w him isit. I rather he choose other girls than go for you luh. Unless you change one day. Please lah. You think you very big ah. Your blog your rights. Your rights. But since you alr put like that. Than we also have th rights t use our hands and type on your tagboard what right. NB. DONT KNOW WHAT YOU DONE. PLEASE LUH. IDIOT ALSO KNOW WHAT YOU DONE. Dont act one kelian luh please. Disgusting freako. -.-

Lethargic.

There's 2C outing tmr.
There was 2C outing today.
Today's was fantastic and tiring.
While tmr is still awaiting!
Hahaha!
I wanna have funfunfun!
Was late for work for like 1 hour lah.
Wahlao. LOL.
Anyway, hopefully www is open tmr.
Haha. :D
Should have brought my camera, than can camwhore.! :D
I forgot lah. LOL.
(I started eating this tube of m&m's like 5 mins ago. And its finishing now! )
I was so angry this afternoon.
Hahaha.
But its okay.
I knew it. (:
You would just say you forgot or no time.
-.- *Slaps for you. (:
Cynthia said my voice changed! T.T
Sian-essity.
Really. D:
Cep is coming.
Ziling's chalet is coming.
Jinjie's chalet is coming.
School is reopening.
I havent get my books.
Science homework is reaching its date due.
I have yet done it. ( I dont plan t though.)

Current mood: Angry and sad and happy.
Listening to: Bad romance. ( So qiao! )

Idk

Idk what im feeling now.
Im sad at a moment.
Im angry at a moment.
I miss him at a moment.
I hate him at a moment.
Omg. Crazy wenshi.

Hellosxcz.
Woke up.
Met wunfeeng. (ps i late.)
853-ed down sbm.
853-ed home.
Send wenfeng t bustop.
Went off.
Went over t fitness corner t meet th guys.
Happy birthday Koksoon. (:
Went home.
Comp. (:
Webcam w ziling.
She told me t remember.
She went offline in msn at 12 am without being nagged by her mother successfully. LOL.
Okay lah, i also find it a miracle.
Lol.
Im afraid if i see you on monday, i may hit you and break down and cry.
Thats why i ask my friend down.
BUT CANT YOU JUST FUCKING GIVE A REPLY.
D;
Recovering from sore throat.
But seems like cough is coming.
Uhoh.
No more kfc!
I just ate kfc snackers lah-.-
No wonder.
LOL.
Like what everyone says, i should get a better boyf. (:
I will do it!
People i will!
Trust me!
I can do it!
But really.
Who doesnt long for someone t hold?
Who knows how t love you without being told?
Anyway.
Webcamming w ziling tmr mrg at 8 again.
So yeah.
Gtg and sleep now.
Nightsxcz. (:
I love th sxcz slang. (:

Hellosxcz.

Hellosxcz.
Im back from work.
Currently 2.58 now. Lol.
Wonder what time will i finish posting.
Hahaha. :D
Maple down, Back t gunz life.
Sorry Ricky, as you play maple but i go back t gunz. LOL.
Blame my maple for breaking down.
Hahahaha.
(Actually i stopped maple for very long, cause holidays mah, sian ttm deh. PLAY LUH. HAHA.)
ZILING. I POST LER HOR-.-
:D
Changed blogskin, Bad romance.
Talk t dad alot today.
Hahaha.
I WANNA BE A BILLIONAIRE ONE DAY.
AND HAVE A FAMILY WITH ONE LITTLE BOY AND ONE LITTLE GIRL.
I WANT T LIVE IN A 5 ROOM HDB FLATS.
ONE ROOM FOR TH KIDS.
ONE ROOM FOR ME AND MY FUTURE HUSBAND.
ONE ROOM FOR TH MAID.
ONE ROOM AS STUDY ROOM.
WHEN MY KIDS GROW UP.
THEY WILL BE INDEPENDENT.
SO I DONT NEED A MAID.
THUS THEY GET THEIR OWN ROOM.
I WANT T DRIVE A CAR.
I WANT T HAVE A PINK ROOM.
I WANT T HAVE A PINK DESKTOP.
I WANT EVERYLASTING HAPPINESS. (:
Yaye! :D
This is what i want for my future.
Bwahaha.
Insane me. O:
Hahahaha.
Im feeling good. (:
Im recovering and i am almost back t myself.
Almost cause i still miss him.
But its okay. (:
Like what kaiwen says.
One day i will find myself stupid and will never think about him anymore. (:
Skc and Cep is coming.
Hope my voice recovers soon.
My throat very xinku now after work.
Lol.
I miss my pink hair. D:
I want t make back. D:
Lol.
I will!
I swear. hahaha! :D
I miss Candy and Ahgirl(Lily, SPCA.). D:
I miss my dogs.
Anyways, i realised i v long never reply tags, so yah.
:D
Tags replies:
Rib=Replied in blog. (:

5 Dec 09, 01:37 AM kaiwen: Wednesday Dec2 2009 the first line is a stereotypical LIE R: Hmmm, True. LOL. But mostly though, O.O.

4 Dec 09, 05:55 PM -ZILING: & i never bully. .

4 Dec 09, 05:55 PM -ZILING: of course i want first ! everytime i last siahs ._. sick of last O:. R: Okay. :D Lol.

4 Dec 09, 12:46 PM sherlyn: hallos..tagged me at ilovedarain.blogspot.com. thanx=) Hahah. Sure. :D

4 Dec 09, 08:36 AM -ZILING: update lur, say me no update, you also never ! O:. R: Bu shi update ler luh. D:

4 Dec 09, 01:23 AM LOUISA: Hey fishy. Cheer up love. It's good to know that you're all better now. I love you! R: Hahahha, Thanks fishy, i love you! :D

3 Dec 09, 12:42 PM Ivy: Hello relink. R: Relinked. :D

3 Dec 09, 08:30 AM -ZILING: rahhhh, tags <3. ;D. R: Thanks.

2 Dec 09, 09:59 PM ivan.ho=]: YA. super suay.. damn sian.. R: Rib.

1 Dec 09, 08:32 PM yan ye: taggies 4 u.. relinked u.. R: Thanks. ^^v

1 Dec 09, 07:42 PM -ZILING: tags <3. R: Thanks. ^^v

1 Dec 09, 02:53 PM ivan.ho=]: ya la. and for 18 years in my life. no one time i have exams on my birthday week, or anywhere near my birthday! this year i have. damn sian. R: Rib.

30 Nov 09, 11:47 PM -ZILING: rahhh. TAGS ms.TEOWENSHIsxzc ! ;D . R: Thanks. ^^v. msGOHZILINGsxzc ! ;D.

30 Nov 09, 02:28 AM ivan.ho=]: sian lor.. MST coming just this week. and it falls on my birthday week R: Rib.

29 Nov 09, 11:41 PM ivan.ho=]: LOL. i can't bring myself to do it leh. R: Rib.

29 Nov 09, 09:27 PM -ZILING: rahh, wo hui lai ler ~ ! Dont miss me too much, HAHAHA. lol ! >< TAGS <3. R: LOL.

28 Nov 09, 09:48 PM WENFENG: ps so long no tag u R: Hahaha. Nvm. :D ^^v. Glad t know you went 3F. haha. ^^

28 Nov 09, 08:45 PM kaisheng: tag tag Lorrrr ^^ R: Thanks. ^^v

27 Nov 09, 11:28 PM Marie: a

27 Nov 09, 11:28 PM Marie: of course l R: LOL. Tags Replied./ ♥

Thanks for all th consolings people.
I hope i will get through this new experience.
Hard and torturous but i will.
I have stood up.
I only need t learn t walk.
And i hope I wont rely on anyone. (:
Because its time i learn. (:
And you.
Thanks for all th memories you have given me.
I love you but its time i will let go.
Promise me you will be happy or i will irritate you.
And i hope we are still close friends though. (:

Ohmygod.

Shutup, Gohziling.
Stop bullying me. Lol.
Dont say i never post hor. LOL.
So keygao. Link also want first.
Today woke up.
Tired.
Hahaha. gonna bath sooooon.
Yaye.
I feel happy
Im happy! ;D
Hahahaha.

Guys are evil!

Why are girls th ones always getting hurt? O.O

Curious.
Today is th best day. I broke my record.
I woke up at 8pm.
Yaye. LOL.
I wanna go down and slack later. But i wonder whose going down. LOL.
I just text marie.
Hope she aint working.
Hahaha.
I realised, its been long since i last talked t many people.
People like Ivan, Carol, Chrystal.
Hahaha. Nevermind.
Will meet up one day when we are all freeee.
Yaye. Hahaha.
Kinda busy this few months.
Homework t rush also.
My routine.
Monday: Tuition, Work.
Tuesday: Tuition, Work.
Wednesday: Free. :D
Thursday: Tuition, Free. :D
Friday: Work.
Saturday: Either Sbm or tuition or free. :D
Sunday: Tuition, work.
LOL. :D
Life aint that great, no because of busy. But some other stuffs.
BUT I WILL STAY STRONG.
I WILL LEARN TO.! :D
I dont want you guys t worry about me.
Thinking about it, MY HEART PAIN. LOL. :D
But thanks alot.
I learn alot through this.
Experience, i should say.
Although it really hurt alot.
But its time for me t stand up, and be who i am.
I may emo, but i will be okay people! (:
Thanks whoever who is so supportive of me.
Regardless who you are, I LOVE YOU GUYS. (:
Espacially, Kokboon, Fishy, Ziling! :D .
Hahaha! :D

Im not breaking down.
I broke down.

Theres so much things for me t handle.
And when i start thinking about next year.
Idk how am i going t cope.
I really dont want t think anymore
I dont even know what im doing at times.
I know im mopping floor.
But idk where.
In teoheng, when im in room 12/13, i always think im in 7 or 9.
Why. Idk.
Im so tired.
It feels like my soul is going t leave my body some day.

Amaths tuition, work, home.
Amaths homework is fucked up i swear.
Work is relaxing.
Home is terrible.

Fishy, im so sorry, i really cannot help but i cant stop thinking. I know you care, but i really cant stop thinking. Sorry fishy. And i love you. (:
Jingqi, thank you. (: . Glad that you laptop is found. And thanks for all th consolation. Im not going t say sorry if not your gonna be angry. So yeah. Thanks alot. And i will try my best to be happy, if my mind gives way. (:
K, idont know what i did, but i only want my money, our friendship and my present. AND I HATE YOU. FUCKING HATE YOU. BECAUSE YOU MAKE ME SUFFER.
Junquan, thanks for trying t console and help. I know you talk t me alot but i kinda ignore, cause i thought of them before. But now, even thinking wont help. But still, thankyou. (:
Ziling, i know you want t help but dk how t. But i still love you okay. (: ♥
Kenn, thanks for wanting t scold that bastard but yeah. Hahaha. Best daddy la. Hahahaha. (: And sorry for th kfc, make you sore throat. ._.

Daddy, take good care of yourself okay. I cannot bear t lose you. I really love you. Please. I know mummy is a nuisance. But please, i cannot afford t lose you. Stop smoking texas. change t sth else. Texas is really very harming. And dont drink beer every night. I know you are happy w your friends, but try t cut down kay. I love you dad. (: I know you wont see this but i still want t type. Because i want t tell you but idk how. D:

Shit, im crying. FUCK. WHATS WRONG W ME.